i saw a boy today i haven't seen in two weeks, & won't for another three. we kept a milkshake tradition & played the license plate game, as he & another tickled me & made fun of the way i said "cheating".
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i wished at 11:11 to see another boy today, if only for enough time for a hug, & guess what? he showed up, stayed for around five minutes, gave me a hug & (after his car actually started), left.
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is there much to come to terms with anymore? or am i just doing this for lack of anything more exciting to do? so i can have something to complain about, a fraction of the drama everyone else has? what the hell is wrong with me?