i feel as though i haven't talked to him in weeks. i know something's bothering him, it's not just school that he's stressing about. why won't he tell me? & i keep wondering if maybe it's because... he doesn't want to cross some "border".
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simplistic: messy hair & clashing lips, this continuous wanting & need to be closer, to touch each inch of skin we'll (i'll) allow. being able to look in his eyes once a week, it's not enough.