i'm going to say this just to get it out of my system, before it builds up: fuck you for not calling me, or making any effort to get in touch with me at all.
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you're becoming just as dependent as i once was. i'm growing in confidence (hopefully not from you).
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i feel trusted. i was the first person he's told. we ended the night with a hug. (she doesn't deserve him)
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you're always running away.