i can live without being his baby girl. i can live with the fact that he lied & said that "his feelings just stopped", when really he was becoming amazed with a pretty little bass drummer who is already in a relationship. i can be okay that he stole the "times a big number" from me to say "muah" to her. i can live with this as long as he is happy.
because right now i'm living off of holding hands & bottlecap fortunes - the kind that make you smile in the back seat because they read i'm with you girl. he's the kind of guy who lays on the bass drum case with me & holds my too-cold hands while i fall asleep. he makes me smile.