8:25 a.m. & 2008-01-20

last night, my chin quivered in its annoying way, and i bit my lip something terrible to hold back my tears, but my eyes continued to water until my elbow i was trying to stare at became blurred and unintelligible. so he brought me my blue blanket and laid down and i pulled his neck against my with my arm and my whole body shook, greedily. i never wanted to let him go.

you're already missed