circumstance got us good
6:24 p.m. & 2006-12-22

last night, i had a conversation with my boyfriend online. he was mad, & this lead to things being said such as you deserve someone better & of course, things about the distance.

facebook is the devil because, although "we're still together as of right now", he is listed as single.

i realized the distance would eventually become a problem. he goes to work right when i get out of school & doesn't get home til eleven. we only see each other on weekends. it's expensive.

i didn't know i was aiding his decision through my non existant self-confidence.

maybe i was just looking for someone to change that for me.

you're already missed