alone in a crowd?
8:14 a.m. & 2007-06-25

there are 379 people here & i only previously knew one of them. i wish i was more outspoken, more outgoing, louder, something. i hate when people i've already met walk by me & don't even look me in the eye so i can say hello.

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this is strange. tensions at home, already, & i want to help but they're three & a half hours away. & i'm here for five weeks.

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right now, a phone call is what i'm looking forward to all day. it's silly, isn't it? just to hear the sound of his voice.

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the room was so, so cold, even with the air conditioner completely off. & while i was drifting off to sleep, all i could think was i wish his arms were around me...

you're already missed